I wonder what today will bring
and how I will feel
Seeing my mother for the very last time…
I wonder what emotions will surface,
And If joy will arise through this difficult day.
I wonder… will I choose to celebrate or Isolate…
I wonder what will happen to my dad,
How he will be and if his broken heart will ever heal…
I wonder if mom is looking down with a huge smile
Or has her soul entered a new life of living…
I wonder how I will handle processing the loss of my mother, and the care for my father…
I wonder what the future holds, about life and death and the meaning of it all…
Today is a day of wonder…

Aweider
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9.16.14