Processing my mothers passing is bitter sweet… I am so thankful she passed peacefully in her sleep next to my dad after 63 years of marriage. But to process “forever gone” is difficult.

My mind which is filled with wonder, is thinking a lot more than normal…
Dad is now living with me, which I am honored to be able to care for such a loving man. My mourning is on hold while I make sure I help my father get through this difficult season of his life. Probably his last season….

There are so many emotions running through my heart and mind. The reality of the life cycle and aging should make this easy… But it doesn’t…

My own mortality is contemplated durning this process. The years that have passed, the mistakes that have been made, the ugliness that I’ve allowed in my life… All seems senseless now.

The gift of aging gives wisdom , a gift only to be received through the years… Wisdom in knowing death is inevitable, life is short, no matter your age, love lives on through those we touch…

My life has been filled with Love, Awe and Wonder, something I am truly thankful for… My moms spirit lives on through those she touched. After reading many cards I have found a common theme, she made everyone feel welcomed into her home… A home that is difficult to walk back into right now.

Her death makes me wonder about life and the presence of being present…
Love those you are around
Be in Awe of the blessings you are given.
And never stop Wondering about life, people, and how you can make a difference….

Love, awe and wonder….